Abecedarian For The Poet
A gingko leaf rots in my lips,
Betwixt my fish tongue. I whale hymns,
Clutter books in my arteries like piano keys. I’m waiting for
Daedalus to watch, my perfect
Elegy of dusty and beautiful sentiments. I denigrate my own
Facilities at the club for a pint of
Grass. The bartender hollers
Happiness is evil! And I clap ferociously, though
I know light is good.
Jesters and prostitutes are acrylic
Kings of the court. But when the sun yolks, we
Liquify to darkness. My hair splits cockroach legs.
Man always stands before
Nature wasted as a heap of sticks. I’m a child again,
Oafish to temptation. For a second, I
Pretend the world is good and I see
Quiet.
Rabbits hop playfully into seeds,
Sieved through Hainan mud. I rest neath a
Tamarind tree, tracing light spots and pink. Meimei strums
Ukelele, Mama boils tea. I boil my fatigue into clouds
Valleying the sky. Papa’s hand firm on my shoulder,
Wolfs encouragement and bait.
Existence equips meaning and lack of,
Yearning for art. Decades from Hua xia, I still
Yield to red dirt. I soap foreign newspapers, wish for coriander,
Zero my history until my four winds chime
Zephyr songs.

I Gift Van Gogh My Ear
Medium: Acrylic, Canvas
Size: 12in x 19in x 2in
I altered the story of Van Gogh slashing off his ear for a prostitute to him receiving an ear from me. My 'action' can be interpreted as how I 'gift' my experiences with hearing impairment to the art I create. I specifically chose Van Gogh because his style was a major inspiration for my earlier art, which helped me better understand myself.
I utilized Cubism to mirror my deconstruction of Van Gogh's story. I also thought it would be interesting to depict his famous portrait in a very different style. This was definitely difficult, as it required an understanding of foundational anatomy and planes. Early on, I experimented with a rainbow color palette, but I couldn't make it geometric enough.
Painting this piece has prompted me to be more open to exploring different styles beyond realism.